I've Watched a Change in You.

One of the things I wish for most is consistency. In my life, nothing seems to stay constant. My family situation fluctuates uncontrollably. My group of friends always grows and shrinks. My plans don't always follow through. I cannot keep a boyfriend around for long. It's not that I'm afraid of change; I just never seem to have control of my life. I'd like to have a firm grasp on something for a while. I'm not sure if it could be partly my fault, or what. I just want to be able to wake up in the morning and know that for a little while, at least one thing in my life isn't going to go completely downhill.